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Saturday, March 25, 2006
this is one of those times, when i wish i was a bleeding girl. (no pun intended) admittedly, these times don't come often. but when they do it really seems like the grass is more verdant and luxuriantly green on the other side. gah. right now, i just have crappy shit grass to contend with. not good, not good at all.
blogging about the army these days is not only boring, but potentially fatal. an expose threatens to explode through my hands, but i value my future more than my idealistic journalistic tendencies this time. BMT was all fine and dandy to talk about, but i need to watch my words more these days so- zip.
in any case, i have this suspicion that i'm going to end up as an empty shell of a human being by December08. scared into being a mindless drone with no heart. perhaps that would be physical manifestation enough. what you see is what you get, you can't sweep that under the rug. it would probably be too late by then. even if i broke it down into stages of a few months here and a few months there of different training programs, it's fucking long!!
i guess there really isn't anything worth talking about then, since censorship has now become an absolute prohibition.
maybe later.
mike just took up your time at
7:31 pm
th time!