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Tuesday, October 18, 2005
AHHHHHHH
AHHHHHHH
AHHHHHHH
Oh. My. Yay.
this is just TOO much of a freaking coincidence!!! i could just DIE right now. especially after i was hoping for it! (well not really, i didn't think it might even be logically possible. what are the chances?) i mean, just that little thought of whether it might happen, based on circumstancial judgement and inference. and that little budding seed suddenly blossomed into a HUGE flower. (of course it'll wilt soon but whatever.) i wasn't even expecting it so this is just amazing. my instinct turned out to be right after all!
for once, i have good luck. and somewhere far away in me, a click sounds and the gears go into motion, extrapolating and postulating the ways in which things could turn out. of course there are some possible snares and stumbling blocks that i can foresee VERY clearly from 2 sources, but WHO cares!! if things actually DO fall the way that i hope they will, i will believe firmly and fatalistically in Fate forever. woohoooo!!
(i feel like some stupid frilly fangirl now. the heart loves it of course, but the mind loathes the inner revelry that's occuring. omg, i'm becoming just like.. hahazx~!)
every little thing that you say or doi'm hung up, i'm hung up on you.time goes by so slowly for those who waitno time to hesitatethose who run seem to have all the funi'm caught upi don't know what to do!---
and on a separate, 180-degree-shift note, very disappointed with you. i expected much more. or at least for you to just be sensible about things, which you clearly haven't. that was just childish, vindictive and mean-spirited through and through. not to mention cowardly. there's no justification for it at all. i've lost every last shred of respect i once had for you.
mike just took up your time at
5:17 pm
th time!