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Tuesday, June 21, 2005
Classmate of Mine Who Refuses To Be Named solves the mystery of the thai pingpong pussy..CoMWRTBN says:btw i came up with pingpong pussy cld mean
u know a guy has two balls...
so its like yeah
u get the pic?
m;ke drowning past regrets in tea and cigarettes. says:
OMG YEAH
HAHAHA
CoMWRTBN says:yup
im so smart
hahaha
m;ke drowning past regrets in tea and cigarettes. says:
haha you're just perverse
CoMWRTBN says:
no
it came to me last night
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anyway, wanted to blog about this conversation i had with deb about
some girl about a month ago, but always put off putting up. i bet she forgot about it herself.
phish shape hole says:i have mixed vibes toewards her
m!ke says:what mixed vibes
phish shape hole says:i dunno whether i should hate her or like her
hahaha
it's like
u know
she's bitchy
and partyiy
and crazy
and very much like me
but she thinks u know
and i mean i dunno lar
i hate people who are like mehahaha
most peopel doand like she seems nice
but i dun like her
but that's an unfair statement
m!ke says:oh.. yeah that's true
phish shape hole says:yea
but she's like flirty and slutty
and eeww
and she [something wild and wacky which you'd probably do when you're inebriated]
when she was lucid
and i'm like fuck off lar
i don't really know what to make of what i was told.. but nvm that. what's important is the highlighted words.. reminds me of a litS lesson (i
do try to pay attention after hanging around for 3hours every friday afternoon) when mr mac (omg shit this reminds me of my undone essay) was talking about the "shock of other people's lives" or something. to find someone out there who is so much like us. and it's really scary, isn't it. we'd all like to think we're misunderstood, that we're alone and isolated. that we're the only ones the way that we are.
but it isn't really true is it. we're actually very much similar to alot of people out there. there's always that little bit that sets us apart from others, but GENERALLY it's the same. and when we finally accept that that is true, it is shocking. we want to be unique, but we cannot anymore. this is when that unjustified hate of others comes in.
how dare they be just the same like me. i thought only i was like this! hmm actually then again i haven't found anyone really similar to me. so, guess i can't really identify with that as yet. i wonder how identical twins survive. must be terrible, having someone who could literally steal your identity. and that love-hate relationship. hmm, bet that makes for plenty of hot, heavy, incestuous sex.
mike just took up your time at
12:40 am
th time!