hollaback_
Monday, May 09, 2005
i see my life flashing before me. it's amazing how much fun i've had that the past few months have just flown by. never thought i could actually enjoy JC life, or some semblance of it. of course, the richness of eyecandy material the j1 batch has to offer did some huge wonders. anyway, CT had a talk with me today. looks like it's time to step things up. been playing the fool too much, much too long. got to prove my worth. if daisy can pull it off, so can i.
anyway. i really don't know why i'm on this when i have a million and one other better things to do. more pertinent things. like my discrete random variables tutorial, or the creative sonnet exercise which got me excited when it was first brought up but unfortunately, i am now feeling devoid of all inspiration, or the programme which is probably only about 60% completed by now.
recent developments (recent being the past 3 months or so) prove the adage that
nothing is impossible (i refuse to bow down to syntactical marketing campaigns). i'm really surprised at the way alot of things have turned out. quite annoying, really. things that just leave you in totally new situations. and i'm beginning to realise that maybe i'm not that adept at adaptation as i would have liked to think i am.
life has this way of being cruel in an ironic way. i mean i guess you could laugh at it la. i laugh. i laugh at it, because what other better choice is there? better to think of everything as funny in an omg-are-you-for-real way rather than mope about it all day long. i mean i do. but only once in awhile. because it gets very draggy.
think of it this way. mommy and daddy always told you cakes were good for you. but after awhile you got bored of them. so you decided that you preferred pudding. after all, comparatively pudding is hassle-free. what's so hard about it. just put the satchel of pudding powder into the mould, add water, chill, you're done. (it's probably not that simple, but still.) no fuss. fast and quick. easy for all. and it's firm and nice. delicious.
and then they caught you and told you it was bad for your health. so you went back to cakes. problem is, you've never actually eaten a cake before. it was just something you really savoured after when you were a little kid, and chucked it aside for the (comparatively) less nutritious and wholesome pudding later on. and now you're back in the kitchen. you actually want cakes again now. and now when you finally think you might actually get to taste what one is like... wheeeeeeee! you turn on the oven and turn up the heat, hoping to bake a nice sinfully good cake.
and then you realise you don't have the recipe. and the fridge has no cake ingredients at all. you just see rows and rows of those ugly, green pudding satchels. and you realise. you can't have your cake and eat it after all..
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meanwhile, today's quote of the day:
kevin, who was asking mr booth what a fugue was-
"what's a foogoo?"
mike just took up your time at
11:38 pm
th time!